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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

just came back from the family camp and also from the christmas event. it is so tiring..

Was thinking why people celebrated christmas when they don't even know the actual meaning of it? like when we eat dumpling, we know that it is because of a ancient man name Qu Yuan. but christmas? Do they know that we celebrate christmas because God's son, Jesus, was born on that day on earth? not to be serve by people but to serve people. He died for us at the cross to save us. Even when people are mocking and laughing at Him, He did not punish them or wat. instead, He prayed to God to forgive the people.

How great is that love. To die for people who He don't know and even die for people who mocked and laughed at Him. Till His death, He even forgive people who mocked and laughed at Him.

was doing my testimony sharing to the people in the event and during that time, it really makes me reflect and think about how God really lead me through my life. so many things which i have forgotten about it but it happened before.

things like...
- How God actually lead me to pass my 'O' level and get into poly
- How He actually lead me to have a life transform. If He wasn't in my life, i would be in a dire state now.
- How He lead me through my attachment in Germany. Without Him, i would have gone mad or dead.
- How He actually caused me to be careful of my actions. i know that at times i can be rude or bad to my family members, but i am trying to change.

i think there are simply too many things to thank Him for.

However life isn't always so smooth flowing. There are also times when i am really very down. However I have learnt more from these things and understand my weaknesses. it is all in His plan. God loves me and He have His plan. I will keep praying for it and see how it goes.

Signing off,
Johnson

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