my hideout

Saturday, January 23, 2010

time to update my blog after abandoning this place for quite sometime.. come to think again.. time really flies.. its like things really changed over time and sometime i wished that everything will just remamin the same. but the fact is that things still changes..

passed out from BMT during dec and enlisted to HTA on dec. And now, i am back to be a recruit again.. it is like going back to square one again but i am really thankful that i did gone through BMT as i really learnt and experienced lots of things over there.

training in HTA isn't that easy as i have always thought it would be. Though there are much more freedom over here, but somehow i just felt stressful. maybe because i am the permanent squad IC and thus whatever wrong we do, i will be the 1st to be scolded. its so stressful.. hopefully the commander will start to choose tempoary squad ic to relieve my stress.. =)i guess i really need to try and enjoy myself instead of thinking + clogging myself with so much thoughts.. somehow i just felt that i am not being myself recently.. i guess i really need to do something about it..

anyway, i shall stop here. off to take a nap plus do some stuffs..

Signing off,
Johnson

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